Blogging Fail.

There once was a time I thought I'd keep up with this. Fail. I solemly swear to do a better job keeping it updated, but allow me to sum up the last few weeks:

Beautiful chaos.

In the last two weeks, I've driven more than ever in my life. I've been through several states I hadn't seen before, and have stayed in a variety of houses. I have gotten to know some amazing contacts, seen some beautiful sunsets (and sunrises) and finally learned how to fall asleep in the back of a 15 passenger van (and how to drive it under all kinds of conditions. Well, not snow yet, but we'll get there soon enough).

I've alternated wearing the same 6 t-shirts, 3 pairs of jeans (which is actually a larger variety than I used to rock) and my chacos or pointy-toed flats, depending on the day.

I've learned about my 5 incredible teammates, and I can't imagine how much more will be shared over the next 8ish weeks.

I've felt like I've lost some connection with loved ones at home, though I know that those friendships I hold most dear will stay constant regardless of distance, and that things will pick back up when my life is no longer this hectic roller coaster ride (though I'm kind of in love with this lifestyle, though in no way do I see it as something that I would want to be forever sustained).

I've learned immensely about myself, my strengths, and my downfalls. I felt extreme highs and not so fun lows, and have learned (yet again) that my family, in whatever form that manifests itself, is of utmost importance to me.

I have missed home. I've wanted the comfort of a weekend visit, with grilled cheese (on gluten-free bread) that is complemented with wonderful conversations and the hope of an afternoon visit from my brother.

I have had moments of wanting to walk through campus and see the confusion and excitement of new students, then head down town for a blackberry lemonade at Gardener's Market.

But with all of this, I couldn't see myself anywhere else. Right at this moment. In this hotel room in Somewhere, Indiana. Working for this organization that I barely knew existed a year ago, surrounded by my peers who have these incredible hearts. It at some moments feels extremely hard (and it's just the beginning) but I don't think it would be as valuable if it weren't.

Thank you all for your support, your emails, texts, and calls mean more than you know. If I don't get back to you quickly I truely am sorry, and I will do my best to respond as quickly as I can. You are my people, and have in so many ways played a role in me being able to be here.
(also, if you want to play a financial role, I will not refuse support and can provide a internet link for that ;) ).

Thank you again, much love and peace.

Sarah